It's been a long 2 months plus break from blogging. I wonder if there's anyone who always visit my blog to check for new updates and new entries. Anyway, I've been busy these past few months, doing lots of things and I feel that I've lost my focus.
Pastor Kong taught about FOCUS last Sun. It was a reminder in time to get me back. I'm trying all that I can to get my focus back. Am I too late? I hope not.
What am I busy with? Why am I busy with such things? Are there other more important things that I could have paid more attention to? Am I busy with the right things? I can't help but feel a sense of heaviness within me. I'm burdened by the state of my flock.
I'm leaving for China this Sun and will be coming back next Sun. Most people who knew that I'm accompanying the pupils to China couldn't understand why I wanted to volunteer myself. To them, it means more work. I chose to think that it's gonna be fun and enriching for me. However, when I look at my CG now, I wonder if I had made the right decision to agree to go.
Perhaps it's a great opportunity for the more mature members in my CG to rise up and take ownership of the CG. I really pray and hope that my CG will pick up its momentum again. Right now, I can only pray and trust God that all things works well for good for those who love God, for those who are the called according to His purpose.
It's coming to the end of the year and I really hope we'll all end with no regrets for 2005 and march on to 2006 with expectancy.
*FOCUS protects us from making the wrong move*
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